i go to a holistic therapist every week. she has four-five sets of 30 cards each that state self-affirmations and statements that i do not, but should believe in. she taps into my wisdom body and chooses cards that my body ache for the most. she then mentally probes my mind into believing these assertions, sort of like a little alien. this week i got three cards. (these aren't verbatim, but they're close enough.)
i love my height. i am not too tall and i am not too short. i am standing on the earth and touching the stars.
i love my mind. my mind chooses the right choices for my life. i choose healthy ways to exercise my mind.
i deal with authority well and i stay polite and respectful.
basically, any cards i get are things i don't believe in. i am terrible with authority. i'm not a rebel or anything, i'll do anything that anyone asks within reason. i think sometimes adults say things just because they are adults. they play the 'i'm older and wiser than you' card and luckily this generation is beginning to learn that not everything that our elders say are the word of god. i don't know. i really hate being told what to do. it bothers me and it's irrational and will probably cause me a lot of trouble. my mind is toxic sometimes and can influence my thoughts like playdoh. and i'm always in the clouds... always. i don't know. i just think it's fascinating :)
i want to do arts and crafts! i ran out of beads last week and string as well :( it's so sad when you're on a really tight budget and all you want to do is create things! i've been using dollar store watercolours and a bic ballpoint pen and i've just been doodling and painting. some of them actually look kinda cosmic and adorable, so that's something. my right-brain feels so arid right now though, i need some good stimulation asap!
tomorrow i'm going to be performing at our local coffeeshop with my ukulele :) i might be able to get a video for you guys! who knows~ anyways, i'm off for now. this was kinda quick, but i've been busy all day eating donuts and taking bubblebaths!
xxx pixie
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